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Mixed Stuff

It's been sometime since have spilled a few words on paper, feeling a bit rusty but have a very awkward kind of feeling today so am writing this down. These lines express all I feel right now couldn't find more apt words am just soaked in mixed feelings right now as if I am in past and future at the same time.

"Feel like am on top of the mountain, but not on it's peak.
Feel like my journey has ended but am not at my destination.
Feel like I have achieved something but I have nothing in hand.
Feel like am moving too fast but world is crawling by faster.
Feel like no words to say but nothing to hide!!"

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