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Life as an Employee

Its been almost 2 years since I have been part of the group of "Employee" stepped from the sneakers of "Student". Seems like a long time ago since I have been part of this group. Life was much more spontaneous and fun filled with no state of complete awareness of plans after an hour in the day. Simply put, things have changed. For good or bad I am now accustomed to a routine of walking in and out of office with decreasing the fun by a bit everyday I do so. Times have been difficult to cope with, broke down a few times but as they say "Time heals all", I was able to get back in shape though each time a little lesser than before. All the high stake passions have settled into a well laid out blanket of dust all around my days now. I walk out each morning watching children play, I keep thinking when did I change into this office going routinely boring guy? Perhaps I was asleep when I was being pushed by life into this mold and just woke up to realize that its been a while since fun. Or may be it was all a big setup by the evil life and my own stupid choices!Every new day comes with an old stupid habit of being "just normal". All these stupid thoughts makes me drift towards a small cell made up of my assumptions with chains of my very own limitations and priorities of putting work,responsibility and other adult crap first to everything. It all seems too difficult to follow. No routine ever seems right. It feels just incomplete. The random moments of fresh breath is what I crave, these days. May be friends, maybe colleagues anyone could give that to me or may be I am wrong and need to take the control into my hands and let go of being a control freak a break a leg (pun intended)! Can I? Not sure, but will give it a try it seems. Lets see where this disposition heads me to. Cheers! 

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