Its been almost 2 years since I have been part of the group of "Employee" stepped from the sneakers of "Student". Seems like a long time ago since I have been part of this group. Life was much more spontaneous and fun filled with no state of complete awareness of plans after an hour in the day. Simply put, things have changed. For good or bad I am now accustomed to a routine of walking in and out of office with decreasing the fun by a bit everyday I do so. Times have been difficult to cope with, broke down a few times but as they say "Time heals all", I was able to get back in shape though each time a little lesser than before. All the high stake passions have settled into a well laid out blanket of dust all around my days now. I walk out each morning watching children play, I keep thinking when did I change into this office going routinely boring guy? Perhaps I was asleep when I was being pushed by life into this mold and just woke up to realize that its been a while since fun. Or may be it was all a big setup by the evil life and my own stupid choices!Every new day comes with an old stupid habit of being "just normal". All these stupid thoughts makes me drift towards a small cell made up of my assumptions with chains of my very own limitations and priorities of putting work,responsibility and other adult crap first to everything. It all seems too difficult to follow. No routine ever seems right. It feels just incomplete. The random moments of fresh breath is what I crave, these days. May be friends, maybe colleagues anyone could give that to me or may be I am wrong and need to take the control into my hands and let go of being a control freak a break a leg (pun intended)! Can I? Not sure, but will give it a try it seems. Lets see where this disposition heads me to. Cheers!
The lush green blanket of life covering the land as far as the eye can see started my day off. The Konkan railway route one of the best displays of greenery with nature at its best. Moreover we have had a very good monsoon in these areas this year. You could see how each and every drop of the monsoon is of value when you see the tiny leaves shining brightest holding a droplet like a precious pearl. Sunlight offers the best brightness for us to witness a beauty right from the microscopic levels! If you keep looking at the scenes you will feel as if someone is trying to capture this in a picture using sun as flash for his shutter. The habitual expectation to see tall towers of bricks and steel slowly fades. Being habituated to live in concrete forests since so long; such stark contrast will hit you like lightning, making you forget the dust and rush of cities. You start to embrace the nature at its truest form. Suddenly the lonely feeling of being loner is crowd turn into the ...
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