Its been almost 2 years since I have been part of the group of "Employee" stepped from the sneakers of "Student". Seems like a long time ago since I have been part of this group. Life was much more spontaneous and fun filled with no state of complete awareness of plans after an hour in the day. Simply put, things have changed. For good or bad I am now accustomed to a routine of walking in and out of office with decreasing the fun by a bit everyday I do so. Times have been difficult to cope with, broke down a few times but as they say "Time heals all", I was able to get back in shape though each time a little lesser than before. All the high stake passions have settled into a well laid out blanket of dust all around my days now. I walk out each morning watching children play, I keep thinking when did I change into this office going routinely boring guy? Perhaps I was asleep when I was being pushed by life into this mold and just woke up to realize that its been a while since fun. Or may be it was all a big setup by the evil life and my own stupid choices!Every new day comes with an old stupid habit of being "just normal". All these stupid thoughts makes me drift towards a small cell made up of my assumptions with chains of my very own limitations and priorities of putting work,responsibility and other adult crap first to everything. It all seems too difficult to follow. No routine ever seems right. It feels just incomplete. The random moments of fresh breath is what I crave, these days. May be friends, maybe colleagues anyone could give that to me or may be I am wrong and need to take the control into my hands and let go of being a control freak a break a leg (pun intended)! Can I? Not sure, but will give it a try it seems. Lets see where this disposition heads me to. Cheers!
It was the summer of 2007, i was in my native when the results came out for my class X and i passed with an above average percentage of 74.2 (371 on 500). I was very firmly stuck up to take up commerce stream and do Charted Accountancy and had dream of settling down in the rat race within no time. Never really had the idea that life and choices weren't that easy to make as they seem and came to know that a life isn't about choices you wanna make but its about the options life leaves you to choose from. Everyone back at my village asked me out what would I do after Xth and I used to see them like "Y the hell you seem to be so interested in my future more than myself??" later on realized they all were victims of curiosity that I always chose different till then and were eager to know what coming next to surprise them? Commerce I yelled one final morning and declared my plans of doing CA. Yeah son that's quiet a surprise you planned for me said my dad. Though my min
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