Love a feeling of being complete because of another soul occupying
your mind all the time. Feeling of a tickling in your ribs all the way,
no matter whatever your age is and whatever you feel, it is special. You
suddenly feel so powerful you could go days without food and sleep and
keep talking all the time, may be on phones, in texts or chat boxes of
current time. I too felt this way sometime back in my past and still got
my meat fist beating inside occupied with the special feeling of magic.
Nothing takes away the joy of stealing glances though. I must admit it
love fills out the heart with a warmth, un-describable in words,
un-expressable in actions and un-imaginable in minds! Quiet a few un's
there, eh? Never mind, I am a poor reciter. So coming back to where I
left last time, my life-my wife has been a known entity to me since
fifteen years, well it doesn't feel so long back ago to me as it sounds.
We were back in the graduation level then. Those were days of
"ego-centered"ness and all the selfish stuff you could imagine a college
teenager could do. We never really gelled in together, we were always a
mess. We used to fight all day like cats and dogs (well, that's quiet
an irony to what I said before, still that's the truth). The lecturer's
list of throw-em-out-of-class-first were what we could never avoid.
College days was a whole lot more about boys vs girls then boys with girls, if you know what I mean. We were occupied throughout the graduation with a healthy fighting spirit and hell lot of fighting reasons. I don't suppose all this short stuff would help anyone understand anything in here.So it was May 12 1999, when it all began!
It was the summer of 2007, i was in my native when the results came out for my class X and i passed with an above average percentage of 74.2 (371 on 500). I was very firmly stuck up to take up commerce stream and do Charted Accountancy and had dream of settling down in the rat race within no time. Never really had the idea that life and choices weren't that easy to make as they seem and came to know that a life isn't about choices you wanna make but its about the options life leaves you to choose from. Everyone back at my village asked me out what would I do after Xth and I used to see them like "Y the hell you seem to be so interested in my future more than myself??" later on realized they all were victims of curiosity that I always chose different till then and were eager to know what coming next to surprise them? Commerce I yelled one final morning and declared my plans of doing CA. Yeah son that's quiet a surprise you planned for me said my dad. Though my min...
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