Love a feeling of being complete because of another soul occupying
your mind all the time. Feeling of a tickling in your ribs all the way,
no matter whatever your age is and whatever you feel, it is special. You
suddenly feel so powerful you could go days without food and sleep and
keep talking all the time, may be on phones, in texts or chat boxes of
current time. I too felt this way sometime back in my past and still got
my meat fist beating inside occupied with the special feeling of magic.
Nothing takes away the joy of stealing glances though. I must admit it
love fills out the heart with a warmth, un-describable in words,
un-expressable in actions and un-imaginable in minds! Quiet a few un's
there, eh? Never mind, I am a poor reciter. So coming back to where I
left last time, my life-my wife has been a known entity to me since
fifteen years, well it doesn't feel so long back ago to me as it sounds.
We were back in the graduation level then. Those were days of
"ego-centered"ness and all the selfish stuff you could imagine a college
teenager could do. We never really gelled in together, we were always a
mess. We used to fight all day like cats and dogs (well, that's quiet
an irony to what I said before, still that's the truth). The lecturer's
list of throw-em-out-of-class-first were what we could never avoid.
College days was a whole lot more about boys vs girls then boys with girls, if you know what I mean. We were occupied throughout the graduation with a healthy fighting spirit and hell lot of fighting reasons. I don't suppose all this short stuff would help anyone understand anything in here.So it was May 12 1999, when it all began!
Had an ordinary day all through out. At around 6 started towards the easy of the city. Never really had this faith kinda thing towards religious aspects. So going to temple was far too much for me to asked. Today I went to Dilsukhnagar to visit temple of lord who I have on my ring for last few years, Sai Baba. Thursday is counted as his favorite day and I intentionally made it to the temple today as per the wish of a close friend of mine. I promised that I would and I kept my word. I don't know why I had to go exactly but I did and trust me I felt like being all alone among 500 other people in the temple. I would have never known this feeling of being actually peaceful from the interior without visiting the temple today. I thank the one held responsible for it. Just coz u said today I went and found myself peaceful time after a long long time. Still I would say I ain't getting into the religious boots but its your faith. I will trust your faith and will change things are in m...
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